ext_154240 ([identity profile] amri.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] 31_days2006-11-13 08:51 pm

Possession.

Title: Possession
Author: Amri
Date/Theme: November 13 / could you endure such pain at any hand but hers?
Fandom: Warcraft; Blizzard owns it; it is not mine.
Rating: PG
Pairings: Amri/Bran – Original
Notes: This is related to the memory in: You are mine
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Amri sighs. “I’ll come because I love you.”

I groan inwardly and gather her closer into my arms, knowing the meaning behind that sigh, and the way she spoke those words.

After she fell asleep in my arms again, I look at her unabashedly. Her soft lips trembles even when she sleeps. I run my hand through her hair gently – the same hand that pulled that hair not too long ago. Her lips stop whispering silent words while she dreams.

I let her go softly and begin to pace the room, still keeping eye on the heart of my soul.
I think about what has led me to this point in my life. I am an elf that has forgotten his past. I am an elf in a human city, an ambassador of sorts, and a strategist for the constant battles within Alterac Valley. She is my family. From the first time I saw her.

Glancing at her again, I feel my face soften. My mouth waters, aching to taste her lips again. Why must she be so difficult? Why does she run from me? Does she hate me that much? Only pretending to love me? Only speaking those words I live to hear because she knows I live to hear them?

I sigh and go to her side. Tears fill my eyes as I whisper the words into her hair. “I will not think about you. I will not cry softly into the night when you’ve forgotten about coming home to me once again. I will not long for your smile, your touch, your voice, and your attention. I will not resent the love you give freely to your warders and not to your life mate. When I am strong enough, I will release you. When I’m strong enough, I will not love you.”