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in designer jeans ([identity profile] praiseofshadows.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] 31_days2013-11-22 12:13 am

[Nov. 21] [Tokyo Babylon / X 1999] Glass

Title: Glass
Day/Theme: November 21st - The Gingerbread House
Series: Tokyo Babylon / X 1999
Character/Pairing: Seishirou/Subaru
Rating: PG-13 for implications of self-harm & suicidal ideation


Subaru sometimes thinks he’s made of glass

It’s not just that Seishirou-san said he had the same value as a cup, it’s that he feels that if he is jostled one more time he’ll shatter into a million pieces.

He wonders if Seishirou-san would like that. If perhaps he might be better broken. Dead. He wonders if Seishirou-san would even know. If the pentagrams would bother to tell him. Or if Seishirou-san would know but not care enough to even think about it, just laugh and smoke a cigarette and go on with his life.

Subaru sometimes cuts himself. Just to make sure he still is flesh-and-blood, after all.