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incandescens ([personal profile] incandescens) wrote in [community profile] 31_days2005-09-26 02:57 pm

[September 26th] [Bleach] so close, so far

Title: so close, so far
Date/Theme: September 26th / Loneliness and desire
Series: Bleach
Character/Pairing: Renji
Rating: G


There ought to be a word for someone stupid enough to shove his best friend away from him while trying to make her happy, but Renji doesn't know what it is.

There ought to be a word for wanting someone's body (white as old jade), wanting his closeness (so rare, so unobtainable), but Renji doesn't know that one either.

That's the problem with being a dog howling at a star, a monkey reaching for the moon, all those poetic images that mean wanting and never getting.

Why does he have to want so much the very things he can't have?