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[May 15] [JE: KAT-TUN] All around me are familiar faces
Title: All around me are familiar faces
Day/Theme: May 15th / The freedom of the wholly mad
Series: KAT-TUN (RPS)
Character/Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya, Tanaka Koki (hints on AkaKame)
Rating: G
"I'm not crazy", Kame says, his eyes dark and pleading, the lines on his forehead desperate. His feet are bare and the tiles on the kitchen-floor are cold but he doesn't seem to care, he just keeps on staring at Koki, stubby fingers curled into the front of his plaid shirt, their bodies too close for comfort but too far apart for feel.
"Of course you're not", Koki soothes, curls his hand in Kame's hair in response, silky locks ruffled and in disarray; he does have other problems right now. There are other times to be a diva.
"It's just that I miss him", Kame's voice goes down near the end, almost a whisper but enough to cut into the tense silence inside the apartment. Of course Kame misses him. It's not like they expected anything different, not after having watched Kame crumple down and pull himself up again all by himself but for exactly the same reasons ("I know it's different this time", Kame says but it really isn't) only three years ago. Koki steps a little closer still, puts his arm around Kame's waist so Kame can lean against Koki's strong chest while his own is still heaving.
"I miss him so much and when I get home from work I wish he were here", Kame babbles, his fingers shaking where they still grasp onto Koki, "and I know he isn't and it's really stupid but when I turn around I think I see him and when I'm cooking I hear him sing over the noise like he usually does and I can't sleep anywhere but in the far corner of the bed because he sprawles and when I turn around in my sleep I think I feel him and he's everywhere and I know he isn't but he is and I'm not crazy, Koki, really, I swear."
Kame's shaking harder and Koki holds him tighter and pretends not to feel hot tears soaking through his clothes. The apartment is too big for one person and it seems liveless and lonely, especially with Kame all alone in here, driving himself mad over everything that happens.
It's easy to imagine Jin in every corner. His stuff is everywhere, shirts with loud patterns; sunglasses and neck-laces and shoes and accessoirs; always in your face wherever you go and it's not like Kame couldn't have just locked away Jin's belongings for a while, put them away to pull them back out again when Jin's back and Kame won't have reason to see him everywhere except that then, in just a few months, Jin will.
"You're not crazy", Koki says, smoothing his hand over Kame's curls. "Of course you're not, Kame."
Day/Theme: May 15th / The freedom of the wholly mad
Series: KAT-TUN (RPS)
Character/Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya, Tanaka Koki (hints on AkaKame)
Rating: G
"Of course you're not", Koki soothes, curls his hand in Kame's hair in response, silky locks ruffled and in disarray; he does have other problems right now. There are other times to be a diva.
"It's just that I miss him", Kame's voice goes down near the end, almost a whisper but enough to cut into the tense silence inside the apartment. Of course Kame misses him. It's not like they expected anything different, not after having watched Kame crumple down and pull himself up again all by himself but for exactly the same reasons ("I know it's different this time", Kame says but it really isn't) only three years ago. Koki steps a little closer still, puts his arm around Kame's waist so Kame can lean against Koki's strong chest while his own is still heaving.
"I miss him so much and when I get home from work I wish he were here", Kame babbles, his fingers shaking where they still grasp onto Koki, "and I know he isn't and it's really stupid but when I turn around I think I see him and when I'm cooking I hear him sing over the noise like he usually does and I can't sleep anywhere but in the far corner of the bed because he sprawles and when I turn around in my sleep I think I feel him and he's everywhere and I know he isn't but he is and I'm not crazy, Koki, really, I swear."
Kame's shaking harder and Koki holds him tighter and pretends not to feel hot tears soaking through his clothes. The apartment is too big for one person and it seems liveless and lonely, especially with Kame all alone in here, driving himself mad over everything that happens.
It's easy to imagine Jin in every corner. His stuff is everywhere, shirts with loud patterns; sunglasses and neck-laces and shoes and accessoirs; always in your face wherever you go and it's not like Kame couldn't have just locked away Jin's belongings for a while, put them away to pull them back out again when Jin's back and Kame won't have reason to see him everywhere except that then, in just a few months, Jin will.
"You're not crazy", Koki says, smoothing his hand over Kame's curls. "Of course you're not, Kame."
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