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[May 14] [JE: KAT-TUN] In the summers when i fall
Title: In the summers when I fall
Day/Theme: May 14th / A poem can begin with a lie
Series: KAT-TUN (RPS)
Character/Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya x Akanishi Jin
Rating: PG-13
It says You and I and maybe, back then, a few months ago when Kame first heard the song, lying in bed, sleepy and well-fucked, the satin-sheets sticking to his cooling body, Jin's voice in his ear, soothing, caressing, lovely and slightly rough and blowing hot breath over Kame's ear, You and I, You and I, You and I, and maybe Kame actually believed it back then, followed by a kiss and a confession that was normal back then, nothing special and it's not like he had any reason to doubt Jin, now did he? Pretty Jin with his curly hair and deep brown eyes, with his large hands that fit so well around Kame's hips, that bruise Kame's wrists when they are fighting for control, for dominance, for the upper-hand because that's just how they roll, still, even know; right then when they have lasted in show-biz (together, Kame's mind supplies, You and I, You and I) for FIVE years, hand in hand or rather at least in the same room and it is surprising to some, isn's it? You and I, You and I, and they have lasted and they have grown up and skinny Kame with his tiny nipples and bushy eyebrows has become slim Kame with his soft skin and a clear invitation in his eyes, always, forever, You and I (isn't it?), and Jin has matured somewhere along the way; leaving behind the silly boy with the big perm and huge smile and when he smiles now it's all for Kame; happy and sated when they're sprawled over silk or satin or cotton or whatever they can get their hands on, not like they're choosy when they don't need anything else but each other, You and I, You and I.
Lies, Kame thinks now and it's ridiculous that nothing has changed, that he still shares beds and nights with Jin, still listens to his voice singing him to sleep, smoothing over his skin like a caress but there has been change and for once Kame wishes there hadn't; for once he just wants to turn back to that day when they lay in bed and Jin told him You and I, You and I, You and I, over and over, like a promise or an oath and of course Kame'd believed, hell, Jin had believed, too, but what does it matter when Jin isn't even here now where Kame is lying on the hard bed and his lonely hotel room but Jin is in L.A. and they went through all that before, didn't they? Pushed and pulled and they'd been happy, so fucking happy and why not now, now when everything had been clear, when they finally had found what'd been really important, You and I, You and I; it's like that jingle you can't get out of your head and it makes you angry because it's such a stupid thing and you never did believe in advertizements anyway so why now but the song just won't leave and Kame still hears it, hears Jin's voice like he's still pressing his mouth close to Kame's ear like it's a secret, like even Kame's dog, locked out of the bedroom, isn't allowed to hear it; just for them, noone else, You and I, You and I, over and over again.
It's getting old. There are concerts tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that too and it's gonna be like this for a while and You and I just has to wait until October, doesn't it? Like a dirty secret and you can't even talk about it to anyone because the only person you actually do want to talk to is off in LA and sometimes, sometimes it's just so fucking frustrating and when there's nothing left to do Kame can only lock away the words and hope he won't lose the key.
Day/Theme: May 14th / A poem can begin with a lie
Series: KAT-TUN (RPS)
Character/Pairing: Kamenashi Kazuya x Akanishi Jin
Rating: PG-13
It says You and I and maybe, back then, a few months ago when Kame first heard the song, lying in bed, sleepy and well-fucked, the satin-sheets sticking to his cooling body, Jin's voice in his ear, soothing, caressing, lovely and slightly rough and blowing hot breath over Kame's ear, You and I, You and I, You and I, and maybe Kame actually believed it back then, followed by a kiss and a confession that was normal back then, nothing special and it's not like he had any reason to doubt Jin, now did he? Pretty Jin with his curly hair and deep brown eyes, with his large hands that fit so well around Kame's hips, that bruise Kame's wrists when they are fighting for control, for dominance, for the upper-hand because that's just how they roll, still, even know; right then when they have lasted in show-biz (together, Kame's mind supplies, You and I, You and I) for FIVE years, hand in hand or rather at least in the same room and it is surprising to some, isn's it? You and I, You and I, and they have lasted and they have grown up and skinny Kame with his tiny nipples and bushy eyebrows has become slim Kame with his soft skin and a clear invitation in his eyes, always, forever, You and I (isn't it?), and Jin has matured somewhere along the way; leaving behind the silly boy with the big perm and huge smile and when he smiles now it's all for Kame; happy and sated when they're sprawled over silk or satin or cotton or whatever they can get their hands on, not like they're choosy when they don't need anything else but each other, You and I, You and I.
Lies, Kame thinks now and it's ridiculous that nothing has changed, that he still shares beds and nights with Jin, still listens to his voice singing him to sleep, smoothing over his skin like a caress but there has been change and for once Kame wishes there hadn't; for once he just wants to turn back to that day when they lay in bed and Jin told him You and I, You and I, You and I, over and over, like a promise or an oath and of course Kame'd believed, hell, Jin had believed, too, but what does it matter when Jin isn't even here now where Kame is lying on the hard bed and his lonely hotel room but Jin is in L.A. and they went through all that before, didn't they? Pushed and pulled and they'd been happy, so fucking happy and why not now, now when everything had been clear, when they finally had found what'd been really important, You and I, You and I; it's like that jingle you can't get out of your head and it makes you angry because it's such a stupid thing and you never did believe in advertizements anyway so why now but the song just won't leave and Kame still hears it, hears Jin's voice like he's still pressing his mouth close to Kame's ear like it's a secret, like even Kame's dog, locked out of the bedroom, isn't allowed to hear it; just for them, noone else, You and I, You and I, over and over again.
It's getting old. There are concerts tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that too and it's gonna be like this for a while and You and I just has to wait until October, doesn't it? Like a dirty secret and you can't even talk about it to anyone because the only person you actually do want to talk to is off in LA and sometimes, sometimes it's just so fucking frustrating and when there's nothing left to do Kame can only lock away the words and hope he won't lose the key.