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[12/22/09][Death Note- Another Note] Words I Wish I Could Say to Your Face....
Title: Words I Wish I Could Say to Your Face....
Day/Theme: Dec. 22/It's Never All Right To Push Away
Series: Death Note-Another Note: The L.A. BB Murder Cases
Character/Pairing: Beyond BirthdayxYuuki Tagashi (OC), Mentions of A
Rating: PG-ish
*Disclaimer/Claimer*: I do Not Own "Death Note-Another Note" or its Characters. I DO, However, Own Yuuki Tagashi.
A/N: I've only read about 2 Chapters of "Death Note-Another Note", so I apologize if BB seems Out of Character or if I mess up any Facts.... I'm Also Sorry if this Seems a Bit Rushed.
Red Rose= Love Black Rose= Forgiveness/Death
Ages: BB- 14 Yuuki- 11
'Beyond, What's Wrong with You? Ever since A's Death, you've been so Distant.... More Distant than you used to be.... You don't sit with me at Lunch anymore. You instead sit alone in the Darkest Corner of the Room, and people pass you by as if you don't even exist.... Do you exist, Beyond? If you do, it could have fooled me....
It seems like you do nothing nowadays but stare blankly at the Wall, lost in thought.... Your Face remains Emotionless, but your eyes always betray you.... Those eyes....Those Huge, Blood-Red unblinking eyes. If you look closely enough in to them, you can see the Pain that forever torments you....But nobody is Brave Enough to Look You in the Eyes. Not even me, anymore....
It scares me, B, that I'm now Afraid of those Eyes. They seem to Stab my Soul every time your gaze falls on me, and sometimes, I can't help but be grateful that you're so distant from me now, so I don't have to Suffer under your Unyielding Gaze.... And as soon as I think these thoughts I'm consumed by a Large Wave of Guilt, fore how could I be Thankful that my Friend, My Only Friend in this World, wants nothing to do with me?
Why won't you open up to me, B? Don't you know I Care about You? Don't you Realize how much I Love You....? Why do you Avoid me, Beyond? Why....? Don't you know that it's never Alright to Push Away the Ones who Care About You? If You do, then Why do You insist on Keeping me Away....? Sometimes, I can't help but wonder what goes on in that Mind of Yours and What you See with those Demon Eyes....
Sometimes, I Wish you would let me Wrap my arms around you and Comfort you like you used to do to me.... And, maybe, we could pretend that things were back to normal. Maybe....'
I looked back at you once more before heading down the dark hallway towards my Room. I can't help but Wonder How Many of my Words Will Forever go left Unsaid....
***************
~*~BB's P.O.V.~*~
Numbers and Names. Names and Numbers. That's all I ever See.... My World is Forever Painted in Crimson. I know the Name and Date of Death of everyone in this Room, including you, Yuuki.... And for the First Time in my Life, I actually feel a bit Afraid....Because it won't be long before you must take your final breath, and....And I'm not sure if I can take your Death and A's Death so close together.
Did you know, Yuuki, that I knew about A's Death before it was to Happen? I ignored the Fact, Though.... I Pretended I couldn't see the Numbers quickly counting down....But I did so in Vain. Ignorance is Bliss, I suppose.
But there is no Bliss with You, Yuuki, because I can't just ignore the Fact that you're going to Die.... I can't help but Wonder, if you'll foresee your Death right before you Die. A look of Saddness comes to my eyes, but I mask it well enough so that one Simple Glance could not detect any Emotion possessed by me....Because People think that I can't feel anything, because they think that I'm a Cold, Heartless Monster.... Lately, I can't tell if they're Right or Wrong Anymore....
I inwardly Sigh as I dispose of my Tray of Uneaten Food and head towards my Room. As I slowly Walk down the Hall, I find myself lost in thought.... So lost in thought, that I don't even notice the Muffled Sobs coming from your Room.... As I entered my own Dark Room, I noticed something lying on my Bed. On Closer inspection, I discovered that it was a Red Rose that was intertwined With a Black Rose....Lying next to it, a Note....
I Picked it up and Began to Read:
'Roses are Colorful,
Death is Sorrowful.
You avoid me at all Cost....
Slowly Our Souls are Lost....'
Beyond, Please Stop Avoiding me. You're only Hurting Both of Us. Don't you know it's never all right to Push Away the ones that Care About You? Don't do this to Me, BB.... Please Come Back to Me....
Love, Yuuki <3
I reread the Note Over and Over again until the Words were imprinted in my mind....And then I tore the Piece of Paper to Shreads and let the Pieces Fall to the Floor like Snow.... As for the Roses, I grasped them close to my Heart, not caring that the Thorns tore open my Skin.
'I know this Hurts you, Yuuki....It Hurts me, too....But.... I must push you away....Or else you WILL get Hurt....And I don't Want to see you in Pain....'
"I Love You, Yuuki.... But I have to Let you Go...."
I'll keep these Roses with me 'till the Day that I die. It'll Remind me of Our Love....And it will Remind me of the One Death that I couldn't Prevent....
I'll Miss You, Yuuki....
Day/Theme: Dec. 22/It's Never All Right To Push Away
Series: Death Note-Another Note: The L.A. BB Murder Cases
Character/Pairing: Beyond BirthdayxYuuki Tagashi (OC), Mentions of A
Rating: PG-ish
*Disclaimer/Claimer*: I do Not Own "Death Note-Another Note" or its Characters. I DO, However, Own Yuuki Tagashi.
A/N: I've only read about 2 Chapters of "Death Note-Another Note", so I apologize if BB seems Out of Character or if I mess up any Facts.... I'm Also Sorry if this Seems a Bit Rushed.
Red Rose= Love Black Rose= Forgiveness/Death
Ages: BB- 14 Yuuki- 11
'Beyond, What's Wrong with You? Ever since A's Death, you've been so Distant.... More Distant than you used to be.... You don't sit with me at Lunch anymore. You instead sit alone in the Darkest Corner of the Room, and people pass you by as if you don't even exist.... Do you exist, Beyond? If you do, it could have fooled me....
It seems like you do nothing nowadays but stare blankly at the Wall, lost in thought.... Your Face remains Emotionless, but your eyes always betray you.... Those eyes....Those Huge, Blood-Red unblinking eyes. If you look closely enough in to them, you can see the Pain that forever torments you....But nobody is Brave Enough to Look You in the Eyes. Not even me, anymore....
It scares me, B, that I'm now Afraid of those Eyes. They seem to Stab my Soul every time your gaze falls on me, and sometimes, I can't help but be grateful that you're so distant from me now, so I don't have to Suffer under your Unyielding Gaze.... And as soon as I think these thoughts I'm consumed by a Large Wave of Guilt, fore how could I be Thankful that my Friend, My Only Friend in this World, wants nothing to do with me?
Why won't you open up to me, B? Don't you know I Care about You? Don't you Realize how much I Love You....? Why do you Avoid me, Beyond? Why....? Don't you know that it's never Alright to Push Away the Ones who Care About You? If You do, then Why do You insist on Keeping me Away....? Sometimes, I can't help but wonder what goes on in that Mind of Yours and What you See with those Demon Eyes....
Sometimes, I Wish you would let me Wrap my arms around you and Comfort you like you used to do to me.... And, maybe, we could pretend that things were back to normal. Maybe....'
I looked back at you once more before heading down the dark hallway towards my Room. I can't help but Wonder How Many of my Words Will Forever go left Unsaid....
***************
~*~BB's P.O.V.~*~
Numbers and Names. Names and Numbers. That's all I ever See.... My World is Forever Painted in Crimson. I know the Name and Date of Death of everyone in this Room, including you, Yuuki.... And for the First Time in my Life, I actually feel a bit Afraid....Because it won't be long before you must take your final breath, and....And I'm not sure if I can take your Death and A's Death so close together.
Did you know, Yuuki, that I knew about A's Death before it was to Happen? I ignored the Fact, Though.... I Pretended I couldn't see the Numbers quickly counting down....But I did so in Vain. Ignorance is Bliss, I suppose.
But there is no Bliss with You, Yuuki, because I can't just ignore the Fact that you're going to Die.... I can't help but Wonder, if you'll foresee your Death right before you Die. A look of Saddness comes to my eyes, but I mask it well enough so that one Simple Glance could not detect any Emotion possessed by me....Because People think that I can't feel anything, because they think that I'm a Cold, Heartless Monster.... Lately, I can't tell if they're Right or Wrong Anymore....
I inwardly Sigh as I dispose of my Tray of Uneaten Food and head towards my Room. As I slowly Walk down the Hall, I find myself lost in thought.... So lost in thought, that I don't even notice the Muffled Sobs coming from your Room.... As I entered my own Dark Room, I noticed something lying on my Bed. On Closer inspection, I discovered that it was a Red Rose that was intertwined With a Black Rose....Lying next to it, a Note....
I Picked it up and Began to Read:
'Roses are Colorful,
Death is Sorrowful.
You avoid me at all Cost....
Slowly Our Souls are Lost....'
Beyond, Please Stop Avoiding me. You're only Hurting Both of Us. Don't you know it's never all right to Push Away the ones that Care About You? Don't do this to Me, BB.... Please Come Back to Me....
Love, Yuuki <3
I reread the Note Over and Over again until the Words were imprinted in my mind....And then I tore the Piece of Paper to Shreads and let the Pieces Fall to the Floor like Snow.... As for the Roses, I grasped them close to my Heart, not caring that the Thorns tore open my Skin.
'I know this Hurts you, Yuuki....It Hurts me, too....But.... I must push you away....Or else you WILL get Hurt....And I don't Want to see you in Pain....'
"I Love You, Yuuki.... But I have to Let you Go...."
I'll keep these Roses with me 'till the Day that I die. It'll Remind me of Our Love....And it will Remind me of the One Death that I couldn't Prevent....
I'll Miss You, Yuuki....