http://kirasbeloved.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] kirasbeloved.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] 31_days2009-11-12 10:41 pm

[11-12-09, Avatar: The Last Airbender] Forever Gone....

Title: Forever Gone....
Day/Theme: November 12/I once ran away from the God of Fear and he chained me to Despair
Series: Avatar: The Last Airbender
Character/Pairing: One-Sided Kin Lai Meng(OC)xFear (OC), Despair (OC)
Rating: PG-13
A/N: This Story features my Original Character 'Kin Lai Meng' who I have placed in the "Avatar: The Last Airbender" Universe. Sorry if this Story seems not to relate to "Avatar" that much. I'm just going to consider it as a partly AU Story....



My day started out pretty much the same as it always did: Wake up to the pounding on my Bedroom door, throw on some Dark Red Outfit -Oh, how I hate that dreadful color!- and brush my Silky black hair. Then I would head out to the dining hall to eat a fast breakfast (alone of course, because not even the Servants wished to sit with a Failure like me), and then I would go out to the Training Grounds to practice my Firebending for a few hours, until I felt too Weak to even lift a finger. I would then drag myself (with what little energy I had left) over to the nearby Garden, where I would collapse underneath a tall Cherry Blossom tree to nap for awhile.


I was right in the middle of my nap that day, when I felt hot air
brush across my face, and I could've sworn that I felt ice cold fingers touch my shoulder. I jolted awake, my heart racing and my eyes wide. Before I had a chance to turn to see what had startled me, I felt a pair of Cold lips graze my left ear. "I'm back, Kin Lai. Did you Miss Me?" whispered a taunting voice, just loud enough for my ears to hear alone. 'I-it can't be....It can't be Fear, right? I thought I got rid of him a long time ago!' I closed my eyes, trying to calm my racing heart. "Why are you here?" I asked, trying to appear indifferent. I could hear him walk in front of me right then.

"Do I really need a reason to come visit you, Kin Lai? Do I really need a reason to see my Beautiful Flower?" Fear asked, reaching his hand up to touch my cheek. I opened my Golden eyes to gaze in to his Blood-Red ones for a few seconds, before I slapped his hand away. "I am NOT your 'Flower'! Quit saying that! Besides, you never just come to see me.... You want something.... You want to make me your next Victim, don't you?" Fear smirked. "You already are my Victim. You have been since the moment you were born...."

I glared at him. "Just tell me why you're here!" He frowned for a few seconds before smiling again. "You were never one for games.... Well, I suppose it wouldn't hurt to tell you...." Fear got down on his knees and leaned towards me so our noses were nearly touching. "I want to make you mine. I want you to Worship your God." I pushed him back roughly. "You are N-" I stopped speaking as he grabbed my wrists in his hands and pushed me down so I lay on the ground. His body hovered over mine as his lips once again grazed my ear. "You WILL submit to me....Or else I'll Kill your darling friend, Luna...." My body started to tremble and tears blurred my vision. 'He has to be kidding! He has to be!' "No....," I whispered weakly. I felt his lips tug upward in a smirk. "Yes, Kin Lai. Never expected that did you?"

My lips quivered as I tried to blink back my tears. "Y-you wouldn't. You're a Liar!" And I tried so hard to make myself believe my words, but it was all in vain, fore I knew that he'd do whatever he said he would do. He simply kept on smirking, as he got off of me and got to his feet. Though I was still siezed by Panic, I looked for a chance to escape. I looked over at him, and upon realizing how weak his stance was, I took my chance.

I shot a stream of fire in his direction before scrambling to my feet. I continued to shoot a few more blasts at him before I turned and started running as fast as I could towards the hidden entrance of a place I hade come to know as the "Secret Hideaway". It was a small, abandoned Prison, with only a few cells and only one long, dark hall.

Oh, Agni! You should have seen how fast I was running. I was so close, too, only about 10 feet from the entrance, when I tripped over a rock and fell on to the Damp Grass below. Suddenly, he was standing over me once more....And that's when things started to happen in a blur to me....

One minute I was sprawled on the ground. The next I was in his arms being carried down that long, dark hall. When we reached the first cell he threw me to the ground. My bones made a cracking sound as I hit the floor, and the foul smell of dead corpses made Bile rise in my throught. A strand of my hair had come out of its place and got in the way of my vision as I stared up at him, but I made no attempt to brush it aside. I watched in Horror as Fear smirked, signaling someone to come out of the shadows. A young man with Sad, Dark Blue Eyes stepped out of the darkness, holding some rusty chains in his hand. My eyes widened.

"Allow me to introduce you to my Friend, Kin Lai. This is Despair...." My body shook slightly as I looked at both of them. "W-Why....?" He frowned, coldness returning to his eyes again. "You refuse my Love, I refuse to give you Freedom, Life....Hope...." Fear made a gesture to Despair that I didn't understand until it was too late....

It was then that I felt the Cold air sweep over me as the Icy metal clamped around my wrist. I stared up at Fear as the tears finally made their way down my cheeks. "It was fun while it lasted, my Little Flower....But come Winter, all Pretty Flowers must die...." He claimed my lips one last time, before he turned and started to walk down that dark hall. I began to sob as I saw the light at the end of that hall finally disappear.

I guess I realized right then what his true intent was. He wanted to take everything from me, to make me look weaker than I truly was. He wanted to take away what little Hope I had left....

I let my head rest against the Damp Stone wall, the tears finally drying on my cheeks. I no longer feared what would happen to me....Fore My fear was forever gone....Never to return....