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[July 25] [Detective Conan/Magic Kaito] A Leap
Title A Leap
Author Fyliwion
Fandom Detective Conan/Magic Kaito
Theme/Day July 25/ Take my hand, hold your breath
Rating: G
Disclaimer I still still don ‘t own….
In her dreams he never caught her.
She always wanted the type of dreams you’d imagine dreams would be. As a little girl you wanted fairies and adventures, as a teen you wanted prince charming, and as she got older she would have happily any number of dreams that would easily have embaressed her in the daylight.
As she got older she would have happily taken a dream where she was at least getting wooed, since she wasn’t getting it in the daylight hours.
Instead she got boring dreams, or scary dreams.
Dreams with people leaving, or dying, or more often then not dreams where Kaito might show up but never how she wanted.
Behind bars. Running away. Gone. And even if he was there he never caught her, never touched her, never wrapped his arms around her even once.
More than often she’d just spend the whole dream screaming at him, which probably told her something about where any relationship with him would go.
And he never caught her.
If she fell, she fell… and there was no Kaito there to save her. No Kaito to help her back up. No Kaito along the way… just the cold feel of darkness encroaching around her and she hated it and knew that in reality this is what it felt like… this is what she really began to feel their relationship was.
No happy friendship… no warm smiles and sunny days… just that cold emptiness of falling and knowing she was being left behind again and again.
It was a bit like wonderland. She strode through without a second thought, wondering sometimes what was real and what was reality. The many faces of Kaito shining through a mask or jigsaw puzzle, the detective who came along the way and left riddles strewn in her path that most of the time she just didn’t want to follow. The red queen who looked with jealousy, and then left some sort of helpful hint that might make everything alright.
But it wasn’t good, it wasn’t right, it wasn’t even particularly wonderful… it was just… exhausting. Really really exhausting. She didn’t get a good night sleep. She didn’t have romantic get aways. All she had was a severely warped sense of reality.
And eventually it all came out.
Kaito did something stupid, made some idiotic comment about her looking tired or being fatigued or always wanting to sleep and what was so important for her to sleep to anyway—and she blew up.
And told him everything.
Mortification didn’t quite cover it.
Mortification didn’t come near to covering it.
But she hadn’t been sleeping well, and years of telling Kaito almost everything had gotten to her, that when she broke she didn’t think about it as her thoughts poured out.
She half expected him to just snicker and move along. Half expected him not to care… instead he just watched her in surprised. Eyes bright as he tilted his head in that curious way, and smirked towards her asking only “Really?”
Meanwhile she turned red, and muttered that she wasn’t suppose to say all that, and she’d take it back and he should just ignore her stupidity and walk away and of course he wasn’t really going to do all that but dammit she was so sick of having Kaito be on a different planet.
And suddenly it wasn’t a dream… it was much much better then a dream as he just shook his head and patted her hair with a, “Silly” before grabbing her hand in his… (by this point his cheeks had gone their own shade of crimson).
And she found herself in dreams no longer flooded by strange paths, and lost in a forest where no one would help her out, and damned if she knew how to get in…
But rather even when faced with the edge of a cliff…this time he was there… whispering “Take my hand, hold your breath, JUMP!” And when she landed… this time she was never alone.
Author’s Note Eww more fluff… a little weird… I’m exhausted though—really exhausted and I just wanted to get this up for the community before I passed out…. So yup…
Author Fyliwion
Fandom Detective Conan/Magic Kaito
Theme/Day July 25/ Take my hand, hold your breath
Rating: G
Disclaimer I still still don ‘t own….
In her dreams he never caught her.
She always wanted the type of dreams you’d imagine dreams would be. As a little girl you wanted fairies and adventures, as a teen you wanted prince charming, and as she got older she would have happily any number of dreams that would easily have embaressed her in the daylight.
As she got older she would have happily taken a dream where she was at least getting wooed, since she wasn’t getting it in the daylight hours.
Instead she got boring dreams, or scary dreams.
Dreams with people leaving, or dying, or more often then not dreams where Kaito might show up but never how she wanted.
Behind bars. Running away. Gone. And even if he was there he never caught her, never touched her, never wrapped his arms around her even once.
More than often she’d just spend the whole dream screaming at him, which probably told her something about where any relationship with him would go.
And he never caught her.
If she fell, she fell… and there was no Kaito there to save her. No Kaito to help her back up. No Kaito along the way… just the cold feel of darkness encroaching around her and she hated it and knew that in reality this is what it felt like… this is what she really began to feel their relationship was.
No happy friendship… no warm smiles and sunny days… just that cold emptiness of falling and knowing she was being left behind again and again.
It was a bit like wonderland. She strode through without a second thought, wondering sometimes what was real and what was reality. The many faces of Kaito shining through a mask or jigsaw puzzle, the detective who came along the way and left riddles strewn in her path that most of the time she just didn’t want to follow. The red queen who looked with jealousy, and then left some sort of helpful hint that might make everything alright.
But it wasn’t good, it wasn’t right, it wasn’t even particularly wonderful… it was just… exhausting. Really really exhausting. She didn’t get a good night sleep. She didn’t have romantic get aways. All she had was a severely warped sense of reality.
And eventually it all came out.
Kaito did something stupid, made some idiotic comment about her looking tired or being fatigued or always wanting to sleep and what was so important for her to sleep to anyway—and she blew up.
And told him everything.
Mortification didn’t quite cover it.
Mortification didn’t come near to covering it.
But she hadn’t been sleeping well, and years of telling Kaito almost everything had gotten to her, that when she broke she didn’t think about it as her thoughts poured out.
She half expected him to just snicker and move along. Half expected him not to care… instead he just watched her in surprised. Eyes bright as he tilted his head in that curious way, and smirked towards her asking only “Really?”
Meanwhile she turned red, and muttered that she wasn’t suppose to say all that, and she’d take it back and he should just ignore her stupidity and walk away and of course he wasn’t really going to do all that but dammit she was so sick of having Kaito be on a different planet.
And suddenly it wasn’t a dream… it was much much better then a dream as he just shook his head and patted her hair with a, “Silly” before grabbing her hand in his… (by this point his cheeks had gone their own shade of crimson).
And she found herself in dreams no longer flooded by strange paths, and lost in a forest where no one would help her out, and damned if she knew how to get in…
But rather even when faced with the edge of a cliff…this time he was there… whispering “Take my hand, hold your breath, JUMP!” And when she landed… this time she was never alone.
Author’s Note Eww more fluff… a little weird… I’m exhausted though—really exhausted and I just wanted to get this up for the community before I passed out…. So yup…