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deecherrywolf.livejournal.com) wrote in 31_days2009-07-12 09:15 pm
[July 12] [Junjou Romantica] I Never Knew
Title: I Never Knew
Day/Theme: July 12 / If I didn't know you, I'd rather not know
Series: Junjou Romantica
Character/Pairing: Egoist
Rating: PG-13
26-year-old Kamijou Hiroki leaned into the table at the small cafe that resided across from a certain flower shop. He sipped at his coffee, watching a certain worker at the certain flower shop. His eyes followed the young flower shop employee. He flushed as he watched as the young man's eyes flickered to where he was and that mouth lifted with a small smile. He pressed the hat further on his head as a dark flush dusted his cheeks. No matter how many times they replayed this scene, Hiroki always began to feel embarrassed when the young man spotted him.
He and Kusama Nowaki had been dating for 4 years now... longer than any relationship that he had ever held before. The longest before had been a year and it ended being a huge mistake. But the fact that this relationship had lasted 4 years had taken Hiroki by surprise... and though in the beginning Nowaki hadn't been the best at sex, his enthusiasm made up for it... but now... Now, Nowaki was finding spots that Hiroki didn't even know had been so sensitive and making his head spin.
He shuddered just thinking about it, squirming in his seat as his eyes continued to watch his lover suggest certain flowers to certain customers. Nowaki always seemed to have a smile on his face... a small one that didn't over due it nor did it look forced. It was a beautiful kind of smile that was calm and made his dark blue eyes twinkle merrily. Hiroki blinked, then clutched his hat. Why was he so observant of Nowaki today? It seemed that he kept noticing small things about his lover more and more... the way he walked, the way he talked... hell, probably even the way he blinked.
Everything about Nowaki made him feel very aware of him.
He shuddered... knowing that possibly, maybe he was falling in love with the man.
That word alone was enough to send his heart into a frenzy. The last person he'd ever truly loved had been Usami Akihiko... but that was doomed from the beginning. This was Nowaki... and Nowaki loved him. Told him so every day and held him every night. He could see the love in Nowaki's eyes... and that love was slowly beginning to seep into his own heart.
And it was all very clear to Hiroki... He was falling in love with Nowaki... sure, he might not fully love him now, but he was falling... and hard. If he couldn't have Nowaki, he'd rather be alone... He flushed at his ridiculous thoughts, glancing at his watch. Nowaki's shift was about over... he downed the remainder of his coffee and gathered his bags... walking down toward the flower shop to walk home with the man who was slowly capturing his heart, day by day.
(THE END)
A/N: I really think Hiroki never told Nowaki that he loved him until the library incident, but knew of his love and when they began to develop. I think after the whole Usami loving Takahiro thing, he didn't want to risk saying those three words. But yeah... lolol
Day/Theme: July 12 / If I didn't know you, I'd rather not know
Series: Junjou Romantica
Character/Pairing: Egoist
Rating: PG-13
26-year-old Kamijou Hiroki leaned into the table at the small cafe that resided across from a certain flower shop. He sipped at his coffee, watching a certain worker at the certain flower shop. His eyes followed the young flower shop employee. He flushed as he watched as the young man's eyes flickered to where he was and that mouth lifted with a small smile. He pressed the hat further on his head as a dark flush dusted his cheeks. No matter how many times they replayed this scene, Hiroki always began to feel embarrassed when the young man spotted him.
He and Kusama Nowaki had been dating for 4 years now... longer than any relationship that he had ever held before. The longest before had been a year and it ended being a huge mistake. But the fact that this relationship had lasted 4 years had taken Hiroki by surprise... and though in the beginning Nowaki hadn't been the best at sex, his enthusiasm made up for it... but now... Now, Nowaki was finding spots that Hiroki didn't even know had been so sensitive and making his head spin.
He shuddered just thinking about it, squirming in his seat as his eyes continued to watch his lover suggest certain flowers to certain customers. Nowaki always seemed to have a smile on his face... a small one that didn't over due it nor did it look forced. It was a beautiful kind of smile that was calm and made his dark blue eyes twinkle merrily. Hiroki blinked, then clutched his hat. Why was he so observant of Nowaki today? It seemed that he kept noticing small things about his lover more and more... the way he walked, the way he talked... hell, probably even the way he blinked.
Everything about Nowaki made him feel very aware of him.
He shuddered... knowing that possibly, maybe he was falling in love with the man.
That word alone was enough to send his heart into a frenzy. The last person he'd ever truly loved had been Usami Akihiko... but that was doomed from the beginning. This was Nowaki... and Nowaki loved him. Told him so every day and held him every night. He could see the love in Nowaki's eyes... and that love was slowly beginning to seep into his own heart.
And it was all very clear to Hiroki... He was falling in love with Nowaki... sure, he might not fully love him now, but he was falling... and hard. If he couldn't have Nowaki, he'd rather be alone... He flushed at his ridiculous thoughts, glancing at his watch. Nowaki's shift was about over... he downed the remainder of his coffee and gathered his bags... walking down toward the flower shop to walk home with the man who was slowly capturing his heart, day by day.
(THE END)
A/N: I really think Hiroki never told Nowaki that he loved him until the library incident, but knew of his love and when they began to develop. I think after the whole Usami loving Takahiro thing, he didn't want to risk saying those three words. But yeah... lolol