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[February 14, 2009] - [Buffy the vampire slayer] Loneliness
Title: Loneliness
Day/Theme: Blindness and Desire.
Series: Buffy the vampire slayer.
Character: Buffy.
Warnings: General spoilers for seasons one through seven. Spoilers: Season eight.
Rating: PG-13.
She always did this. Found someone to fill her, awaken her to the point of feeling.
To erase the deadness she felt inside. It wasn't fair to them or herself.
[You make me feel...alive]
Afterwards, it wasn't enough. They left her feeling emptier than before.
[Were you there with me?]
It started with Spike, and that almost thing with Xander. Now this thing with Satsu. She used their love for her own selfish desires.
[Because I'm not ready for you to not be here.]
It wasn't fair to her or them.
[I'm using you. I can't love you.]
But she couldn't let them go.
Day/Theme: Blindness and Desire.
Series: Buffy the vampire slayer.
Character: Buffy.
Warnings: General spoilers for seasons one through seven. Spoilers: Season eight.
Rating: PG-13.
She always did this. Found someone to fill her, awaken her to the point of feeling.
To erase the deadness she felt inside. It wasn't fair to them or herself.
[You make me feel...alive]
Afterwards, it wasn't enough. They left her feeling emptier than before.
[Were you there with me?]
It started with Spike, and that almost thing with Xander. Now this thing with Satsu. She used their love for her own selfish desires.
[Because I'm not ready for you to not be here.]
It wasn't fair to her or them.
[I'm using you. I can't love you.]
But she couldn't let them go.