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[Jan 7] [Junjou Romantica] Snow Reminds Me
Title: Snow Reminds Me
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deecherrywolf
Day/Theme: Jan 7 / snow falling on cedars
Series: Junjou Romantica
Character/Pairing: Akihiko, Misaki, Takahiro / Romantica
Rating: NC-17
Warning: OOC, maybe... gah. I'm not too satisfied with the ending... but it was worse before I changed it.
It was snowing... and Misaki couldn't stop watching it. The snow was something he associated with Usagi-san... Usagi-san, who he'd been torn from. But that didn't stop Usagi-san from trying. Usagi-san called everyday, and Takahiro... the brother who had just recently found out about the affair, refused Usagi's calls and wouldn't allow him near Misaki... and though Takahiro thought it would have benefited Misaki with him being away from Usagi, it really didn't.
And so, Misaki sat by the window of the guest bedroom in his brother's home, watching the snow fall on the window pane. The snow... reminding him of the night he met his brother's wife, Manami, and comforting Usagi.... that kiss, the kiss that had truly sparked everything. And then... last year at this time, they had made love and Misaki had truly felt love for the bastard.
Usagi-san, who had actually took him unwillingly in the beginning, Usagi-san, who was difficult to live with, Usagi-san, who wormed his way into his head and heart.
Usagi-san, who he loved.
He felt tears fall from his face he didn't bother to wipe them. He just watched the snow fall, the memories of his love and him flashing through his mind as the snow piled up, unaware that his brother was standing in the door way, watching his little brother pine over the man who had basically raped him. Takahiro closed the door, eying the carpet. When he had chosen to separate Usagi-san and Misaki, he hadn't intended to hurt his baby brother. But perhaps he had made the wrong choice... and by the way Usagi-san still called like crazy, perhaps he could fix the damage he'd done.
--
Usami Akihiko had never been this miserable in his life. He and Misaki had been away from each for 5 months, 2 weeks, and 11 days. And to him, it felt like it was literally killing him. He kept up on trying to call and he'd even made visits to the Takahashi home, trying to convince Takahiro to trust him again. He put out his fourth cigarette that morning, looking at his empty pack. Misaki would hate him for smoking as much as he had for the past months. He picked up the phone. A pang shot through him. Why should he even bother? Takahiro probably wouldn't even answer... again. He numbly held the phone, but like clockwork and almost as if it were ingrained into him, he dialed the number, listening to the ringing, hope beginning to dissolve as he listened to it... then a click. His mouth ran dry.
“... Hello?”
“Usagi-san.”
His heart flip-flopped. Takahiro was actually talking to him.
“...”
And now he was at a loss for words.
Takahiro cleared his throat. “Usagi-san, I... I want to apologize.”
Usagi blinked, Takahiro was.... apologizing? His heart began to beat loudly and erratically... what did this mean? He heard Takahiro shift through the phone.
“To be honest, Misaki... he hasn't been the same without you. He rarely leaves the room and when he does, he really doesn't talk a lot... he misses you, Usagi-san.”
Usagi licked his lips. Of course Misaki would miss him... he loved him!
Takahiro sighed. “I'm not going to lie, Usagi-san... you two had kept your relationship from me for a year... and you had plenty of time to tell me.”
“I know. I'm sorry, Takahiro.”
“It's okay. But, what I really wanted to say is...”
Usagi held his breath.
“Come to Misaki. He needs you.”
Usagi smiled, the first real smile in awhile. “It would be my pleasure.”
--
Misaki kept watching the snow, but now he was laying in his bed, comforter surrounding him as he groaned as he shifted in the blankets. They felt heavy on him, but he didn't want to get out of them. Why bother? He sighed, the snow was beginning to lighten up... but it had already packed up quite a bit. He shut his eyes, trying to fall asleep. But soon coolness hit him, he shivered. But then heat was on his back again and he felt hot lips on his neck, kissing tenderly while something hard poked into his behind. He frowned to himself. He missed Usagi-san so much he was imagining him on top of him. Those hot lips paused.
“Misaki. Turn around. I want to see your face.”
Normally the delusions never talked. He trembled. Would he turn around only to see nothing... like so many times? Or... or just maybe... He gulped and slowly turned around, looking up into beautiful blue-violet eyes. He blinked, tears beginning to fall once more. Usagi-san smiled, wiping away those tears, shushing Misaki as the younger man wrapped his arms around the other man. Usagi-san laughed. “I didn't know you were that much of a mess without me.”
“Shut up, stupid Usagi-san!!”
Usagi-san hugged him close. Ah. This is what he missed above all things. He took in Misaki's scent, holding him close to his body. He could feel Misaki's half hard erection against his hard one. He smiled, but right now wasn't the time.. not right at this moment. He soothed Misaki and then pried him off. He cupped Misaki's face, seeing those tears still falling. He smiled at his lover. Ah, those tears... each one said exactly how much he missed him and that made Usagi fill with happiness. Gently, he captured Misaki's lips, causing the other to recklessly throw himself into the kiss, adding pressure and wrapping his arms around Usagi's shoulders. Usagi gently laid back down on Misaki, their bodies flush together. He began fondling Misaki's growing erection, causing the man to wrench his mouth away to moan.
Usagi whispered into his ear. “I love you.”
Misaki cried out as Usagi made his way down, quickly discarding Misaki's pants and throwing them off to the side. His mouth connected with Misaki's slick erection, causing Misaki to cry out loudly, hands immediately diving for Usagi's locks. Usagi groaned. Misaki must have really missed this, because the boy was making more noises than he ever had. Usagi sucked on Misaki like if he stopped, Misaki would disappear. He was rewarded by Misaki rocking his hips with Usagi's sucks, hands clenching firmly on his hair and wild moans.
To say the least, Usagi-san was turned on more than he had ever been. He wrenched his mouth away and quickly pulled up, harshly kissing the boy. He was beyond being gentle and beyond foreplay. He quickly positioned himself, his erection slick with his own pre-cum. He slid into Misaki, causing the man to cry out in pain. “Usagi-san!!”
Usagi lay still, allowing Misaki to adjust. Misaki moaned, eyes looking up at Usagi. “I'll never get use to this.”
“You just haven't had it in awhile.”
“Mm!”
Usagi began shifting, pumping into Misaki. Misaki moaned, allowing Usagi-san to kiss him. The snow continued to fall gently outside as they made love. The two of them continued to make love through the night, finally complete, now that they were reunited. Misaki held Usagi-san close, hoping nothing ever tears them apart again.
(The End)
Author:
deecherrywolfDay/Theme: Jan 7 / snow falling on cedars
Series: Junjou Romantica
Character/Pairing: Akihiko, Misaki, Takahiro / Romantica
Rating: NC-17
Warning: OOC, maybe... gah. I'm not too satisfied with the ending... but it was worse before I changed it.
It was snowing... and Misaki couldn't stop watching it. The snow was something he associated with Usagi-san... Usagi-san, who he'd been torn from. But that didn't stop Usagi-san from trying. Usagi-san called everyday, and Takahiro... the brother who had just recently found out about the affair, refused Usagi's calls and wouldn't allow him near Misaki... and though Takahiro thought it would have benefited Misaki with him being away from Usagi, it really didn't.
And so, Misaki sat by the window of the guest bedroom in his brother's home, watching the snow fall on the window pane. The snow... reminding him of the night he met his brother's wife, Manami, and comforting Usagi.... that kiss, the kiss that had truly sparked everything. And then... last year at this time, they had made love and Misaki had truly felt love for the bastard.
Usagi-san, who had actually took him unwillingly in the beginning, Usagi-san, who was difficult to live with, Usagi-san, who wormed his way into his head and heart.
Usagi-san, who he loved.
He felt tears fall from his face he didn't bother to wipe them. He just watched the snow fall, the memories of his love and him flashing through his mind as the snow piled up, unaware that his brother was standing in the door way, watching his little brother pine over the man who had basically raped him. Takahiro closed the door, eying the carpet. When he had chosen to separate Usagi-san and Misaki, he hadn't intended to hurt his baby brother. But perhaps he had made the wrong choice... and by the way Usagi-san still called like crazy, perhaps he could fix the damage he'd done.
--
Usami Akihiko had never been this miserable in his life. He and Misaki had been away from each for 5 months, 2 weeks, and 11 days. And to him, it felt like it was literally killing him. He kept up on trying to call and he'd even made visits to the Takahashi home, trying to convince Takahiro to trust him again. He put out his fourth cigarette that morning, looking at his empty pack. Misaki would hate him for smoking as much as he had for the past months. He picked up the phone. A pang shot through him. Why should he even bother? Takahiro probably wouldn't even answer... again. He numbly held the phone, but like clockwork and almost as if it were ingrained into him, he dialed the number, listening to the ringing, hope beginning to dissolve as he listened to it... then a click. His mouth ran dry.
“... Hello?”
“Usagi-san.”
His heart flip-flopped. Takahiro was actually talking to him.
“...”
And now he was at a loss for words.
Takahiro cleared his throat. “Usagi-san, I... I want to apologize.”
Usagi blinked, Takahiro was.... apologizing? His heart began to beat loudly and erratically... what did this mean? He heard Takahiro shift through the phone.
“To be honest, Misaki... he hasn't been the same without you. He rarely leaves the room and when he does, he really doesn't talk a lot... he misses you, Usagi-san.”
Usagi licked his lips. Of course Misaki would miss him... he loved him!
Takahiro sighed. “I'm not going to lie, Usagi-san... you two had kept your relationship from me for a year... and you had plenty of time to tell me.”
“I know. I'm sorry, Takahiro.”
“It's okay. But, what I really wanted to say is...”
Usagi held his breath.
“Come to Misaki. He needs you.”
Usagi smiled, the first real smile in awhile. “It would be my pleasure.”
--
Misaki kept watching the snow, but now he was laying in his bed, comforter surrounding him as he groaned as he shifted in the blankets. They felt heavy on him, but he didn't want to get out of them. Why bother? He sighed, the snow was beginning to lighten up... but it had already packed up quite a bit. He shut his eyes, trying to fall asleep. But soon coolness hit him, he shivered. But then heat was on his back again and he felt hot lips on his neck, kissing tenderly while something hard poked into his behind. He frowned to himself. He missed Usagi-san so much he was imagining him on top of him. Those hot lips paused.
“Misaki. Turn around. I want to see your face.”
Normally the delusions never talked. He trembled. Would he turn around only to see nothing... like so many times? Or... or just maybe... He gulped and slowly turned around, looking up into beautiful blue-violet eyes. He blinked, tears beginning to fall once more. Usagi-san smiled, wiping away those tears, shushing Misaki as the younger man wrapped his arms around the other man. Usagi-san laughed. “I didn't know you were that much of a mess without me.”
“Shut up, stupid Usagi-san!!”
Usagi-san hugged him close. Ah. This is what he missed above all things. He took in Misaki's scent, holding him close to his body. He could feel Misaki's half hard erection against his hard one. He smiled, but right now wasn't the time.. not right at this moment. He soothed Misaki and then pried him off. He cupped Misaki's face, seeing those tears still falling. He smiled at his lover. Ah, those tears... each one said exactly how much he missed him and that made Usagi fill with happiness. Gently, he captured Misaki's lips, causing the other to recklessly throw himself into the kiss, adding pressure and wrapping his arms around Usagi's shoulders. Usagi gently laid back down on Misaki, their bodies flush together. He began fondling Misaki's growing erection, causing the man to wrench his mouth away to moan.
Usagi whispered into his ear. “I love you.”
Misaki cried out as Usagi made his way down, quickly discarding Misaki's pants and throwing them off to the side. His mouth connected with Misaki's slick erection, causing Misaki to cry out loudly, hands immediately diving for Usagi's locks. Usagi groaned. Misaki must have really missed this, because the boy was making more noises than he ever had. Usagi sucked on Misaki like if he stopped, Misaki would disappear. He was rewarded by Misaki rocking his hips with Usagi's sucks, hands clenching firmly on his hair and wild moans.
To say the least, Usagi-san was turned on more than he had ever been. He wrenched his mouth away and quickly pulled up, harshly kissing the boy. He was beyond being gentle and beyond foreplay. He quickly positioned himself, his erection slick with his own pre-cum. He slid into Misaki, causing the man to cry out in pain. “Usagi-san!!”
Usagi lay still, allowing Misaki to adjust. Misaki moaned, eyes looking up at Usagi. “I'll never get use to this.”
“You just haven't had it in awhile.”
“Mm!”
Usagi began shifting, pumping into Misaki. Misaki moaned, allowing Usagi-san to kiss him. The snow continued to fall gently outside as they made love. The two of them continued to make love through the night, finally complete, now that they were reunited. Misaki held Usagi-san close, hoping nothing ever tears them apart again.
(The End)