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[November 5] [Afterschool Nightmare] Victims
Title: Victims
Day/Theme: November 5/ but not without considerable regret.
Series: Afterschool Nightmare
Character/Pairing: Mashiro
Rating: G
Excerpt:He had always felt like the victim. They deceived me, he would think, they changed their mind, their heart. When Mashiro was betrayed, no matter how many times it was always a shock, even when he began to expect it. In the cases later he wasn't surprised to be manipulated or tossed away but why.
The answer, was always the same but it still caught him off guard.
You Mashiro, you. You are to blame.
“That can't be true. It's not my fault- it's this body. No it's your fault . . it's. . .”
Excuses that outweighed his rejection.
One late afternoon his eyes widened, snapped out of subconscious after loosing in the Thursday class. He didn't remember who helped him realize it but the realization was still the same. He apologized inwardly to Kureha, Sou, anyone he hurt, still the guilt crashed from the inside out.
Day/Theme: November 5/ but not without considerable regret.
Series: Afterschool Nightmare
Character/Pairing: Mashiro
Rating: G
Excerpt:He had always felt like the victim. They deceived me, he would think, they changed their mind, their heart. When Mashiro was betrayed, no matter how many times it was always a shock, even when he began to expect it. In the cases later he wasn't surprised to be manipulated or tossed away but why.
The answer, was always the same but it still caught him off guard.
You Mashiro, you. You are to blame.
“That can't be true. It's not my fault- it's this body. No it's your fault . . it's. . .”
Excuses that outweighed his rejection.
One late afternoon his eyes widened, snapped out of subconscious after loosing in the Thursday class. He didn't remember who helped him realize it but the realization was still the same. He apologized inwardly to Kureha, Sou, anyone he hurt, still the guilt crashed from the inside out.