[Oct 10] [Full Moon wo Sagashite] The New Me

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Title: The New Me
Day/Theme: Oct 10 / dopplegangland
Series: Full Moon wo Sagashite
Character/Pairing: Takuto(Takuto/Mitsuki)
Rating: PG-13



I dream about the other me once and awhile. The me I was 3 years ago. The me that knew Mitsuki first. The one Mitsuki first fell in love with. I know I am that guy... but sometimes, in my dreams, it's almost as if he isn't me but another me... and he is always jealous in my dreams. He would tell me that he had earned Mitsuki's love, not me. He would squabble with me on how he deserved the kisses I received, the nights I held Mitsuki.

It was odd and I always felt terrible afterwards. The Shinigami Takuto was angry and jealous, which made me feel terrible. I would never tell Mitsuki about this, but I couldn't help but feel guilty with this little cat running in my head, sometimes doppleganging me. It was unnerving... but it was something I had to live with. Being granted another life wasn't easy, I'd just have to deal with the consequences.


That sucked... I tried, really I did. *waves white flag*