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[September 1] [X/1999] tip of his tongue
Title: tip of his tongue
Day/Theme: September 01: The words you’ve borrowed
Series: X/1999
Character/Pairing: Kamui; Fuuma/Kamui
Rating: PG
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The words are on the tip of his tongue, but he can't say them until he has Fuuma back. He wants to say it to his Fuuma, again and again, until the end of time.
Instead, he says, "I'll get you back."
Fuuma twists his arms and Kamui screams. They are so very close together, and for a moment, everything is perfect, even if Kamui's in so much pain, it hurts to even breathe. "There is nothing to get back."
-
"I'm sorry," Kamui tells Kotori's tree.
He tries not to let her memory weigh him down, because living with regrets when he still has something to fight for, is the last thing he wants to do.
But he keeps letting her down.
-
The touch is almost gentle; strong fingers on the small of his back. For a moment, it's like nothing in the past couple of months has happened, and Fuuma still wants to protect him.
Then Fuuma mutters death in his ear and licks the tears he spilled.
-
Kamui had figured he could ask Subaru about the finer points of love once he figured out how he could word the question so clear in his heart.
Now Subaru was gone and Kamui wasn't even sure if he was ever going to see him again. He had taken Subaru's presence for granted.
It was another thing he should have realized sooner.
He lies in Subaru's bed and wonders why words have to be so difficult. Feelings are what matter and expressing them shouldn't be so difficult.
-
"I want you," Kamui says, feelings so very tired, and unaware of how intense he looks, and Fuuma's sword nicks his neck as he pulls it away.
"Me?" Fuuma asks. Kamui has no idea if its a taunt or not.
The world narrows and there is only Fuuma as Kamui stands up. "That's all I want."
-
The words are on the tip of his tongue, but Kamui isn't sure if 'I love you' could convey 'I need you so much that you are destroying me.'
Instead, he kisses Fuuma.
This time the insistent hand on the small of his back pushing him closer with fingers digging into his spine are sync with his own motives.
Day/Theme: September 01: The words you’ve borrowed
Series: X/1999
Character/Pairing: Kamui; Fuuma/Kamui
Rating: PG
-
The words are on the tip of his tongue, but he can't say them until he has Fuuma back. He wants to say it to his Fuuma, again and again, until the end of time.
Instead, he says, "I'll get you back."
Fuuma twists his arms and Kamui screams. They are so very close together, and for a moment, everything is perfect, even if Kamui's in so much pain, it hurts to even breathe. "There is nothing to get back."
-
"I'm sorry," Kamui tells Kotori's tree.
He tries not to let her memory weigh him down, because living with regrets when he still has something to fight for, is the last thing he wants to do.
But he keeps letting her down.
-
The touch is almost gentle; strong fingers on the small of his back. For a moment, it's like nothing in the past couple of months has happened, and Fuuma still wants to protect him.
Then Fuuma mutters death in his ear and licks the tears he spilled.
-
Kamui had figured he could ask Subaru about the finer points of love once he figured out how he could word the question so clear in his heart.
Now Subaru was gone and Kamui wasn't even sure if he was ever going to see him again. He had taken Subaru's presence for granted.
It was another thing he should have realized sooner.
He lies in Subaru's bed and wonders why words have to be so difficult. Feelings are what matter and expressing them shouldn't be so difficult.
-
"I want you," Kamui says, feelings so very tired, and unaware of how intense he looks, and Fuuma's sword nicks his neck as he pulls it away.
"Me?" Fuuma asks. Kamui has no idea if its a taunt or not.
The world narrows and there is only Fuuma as Kamui stands up. "That's all I want."
-
The words are on the tip of his tongue, but Kamui isn't sure if 'I love you' could convey 'I need you so much that you are destroying me.'
Instead, he kisses Fuuma.
This time the insistent hand on the small of his back pushing him closer with fingers digging into his spine are sync with his own motives.